I continue to amaze myself
by tapping into the power--
maybe I could call it the
power of belief or faith--
that has always been there
for me waiting...I guess, for
me to take the next move--
to sort of ask for help, and
what is working for me is
to write it down, or out, on
paper so there's no confusion
about what I'm communicating
or asking about. When it remains
in my head, it gets lost with all the
"other" thoughts/feelings in my
mind/heart and I become
untethered from that source of
power.
I can still feel it now. And I trust
that feeling, whereas before I
didn't trust it, even though I knew
it was there, was aware of its
potentially powerful influence
on the unfoldment of my life,
yet my faith was misplaced and
I was fighting it every step of
the way.
It seems easier now. I hope I can
develop a positive, trusting
relationship with this power I feel
is there for me within.
It wants to help. I don't have to
fight it. (I would lose anyway--it's
stronger than I am). So why create
all this upset and resistance to
something I inherited at birth
really, but have denied and not
accepted or used it to any
great degree, I would say,
throughout most of my life?
It's there within all of us for the
using and taking, and the world
and myself are only enriched
by my tapping into all that I've
been given and starting to use it
to the fullest. I really don't know
how I could do any less now that
this awareness is dawning on me.
So here's to fanning the fires of
faith in the expression of my
gifts and talents to the benefit
of others, myself included.
My light needs to be unshackled
from the bush that shrouds it.
Since I have really not tapped that
source fully, I have no idea
of what it contains or how far and
wide it can go...so we'll see...
Copyright © 2013 Gary Frates
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